People say that hate is a strong word
But so is love
Yet we throw it around like its nothing
I'm Andrielle and I'll let you get the best of me.


PROFILEY

I am a wandering spirit tangled in the shit of this transient thing called human existence. I'm the product of the things that have happened to me and the decisions I refused to make. I am nothing different than other people, I am pretty normal-- well, I thought I was unique back then but people started claiming they were unique too, so, hello reality.

EXITSY

Pausiu Jio Denielle James Crisa

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Saturday, March 15, 2008
11:50 PM

oh yes, another worthless poem for today.^__^

Pull my strings, I wont bleed
Although my eyes may tear.
have me do your bidding,
Years after useless years.
For you dont owe me anything.
Exponentially, my hurts grows,
But there's still time yet,
For my mind to turn itself off,
To slip into my sad oblivion
And never smell air pristine.
Not polluted like my mind,
With your problems, worries,cares.
I'll sacrifice myslef for you,
For you, i'm not really there.
Your thoughts swirl through my mind.
My cares they override.
And for allmy heart and soul
To take back the tears I cried.
Fot these tears are not for me,
Or any I truly love.
They're for the ones that demand me the most,
Whose cares are far above.
My health and jubilation,
you took for granted,
On purpose or unintentional
And while my glass eyes may tear,
And my strings will wear and fray
I'll still be thereand ignore myself.
Behold your worriestoday,
And when my strings are breaking
When I'm finally free,
I'll finally think of myself.
And hope you'll leave me be,
But beacuse I care,
For most and everyone,
I'll string myself again,
Ans for you,
I'll still be there..




-Defective Tragedy

Will you ever notice me...