People say that hate is a strong word
 But so is love
 Yet we throw it around like its nothing
 I'm Andrielle and I'll let you get the best of me.


PROFILEY

I am a wandering spirit tangled in the shit of this transient thing called human existence. I'm the product of the things that have happened to me and the decisions I refused to make. I am nothing different than other people, I am pretty normal-- well, I thought I was unique back then but people started claiming they were unique too, so, hello reality.

EXITSY

Pausiu Jio Denielle James Crisa

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Sunday, May 24, 2009
10:28 PM

This game of deception we play
As we lay the cards on the table
Played in silence; deception an ally
The darkness in our hearts dominates.

A King of Spades, a Diamond Ace:
The tricks held reflect complexities of life.
A Queen of Hearts, Jack of Clubs:
What we truly feel disguised by our hands.

We continue to spiral in this downfall,
Unable to place our cards face down;
A forfeit which we cannot accept.
We play on in the game of destruction,
Unable to think, feel and step back;
Why must we play until the end?

This game of lies and seduction
I want to put it to a final end.
Yet you keep dealing, regardless
Watching me in the still silence.

Let this eclipse in my heart cease.
Drop this game and let the lies go
You and I; me and you; the two of us
A deception from the start till the bitter end.

Will you ever notice me...

12:34 AM

hey, its been a loooooooooong time since I last posted here, huh?
Well, IM BACK FROM THE DEAAD
and Im gonna stay here for good :). I really dunno why, but for the last few months I cant open this account. Oh well, I can open it now agaiin, and thats all that matters. In a few days, Im going back to school, sucks for me right? But lets be optimistic, at least I get to see my friends since I wasnt able to see them this summer, my mom made me go to classes, anger management classes at that. BUMMER. what a waste of time and money.

Oh, I've got news for you, I dunno if youre interested or not, but I duncare. Im in my fourth and last year of high school now.:) AND for some reason/s, I dont want to leave MaSci. I never thought that I would be THIS attached to my school, since I wasnt THAT attached to my previous one. AND IVE GOT TO MAKE SURE I SPEND MY LAST FEW MONTHS THERE uhmm i dunno, WORTHWHILE? maybe. anyways, Im gonna post another ermm post tomarraaaw.

ciao.ciao.

Will you ever notice me...