I am a wandering spirit tangled in the shit of this transient thing called human existence.
I'm the product of the things that have happened to me and the decisions I refused to make. I am nothing different than other people, I am pretty normal-- well, I thought I was unique back then but people started claiming they were unique too, so, hello reality.
Pausiu
Jio
Denielle James
Crisa
March 2008
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May 2009
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September 2009
October 2009
For what its worth, I’m here to apologize.
I wanted to take the easy way out of this situation,
Or perhaps find a song that would just say it all,
But in the end you need to hear it from me,
Because its me who has to say, “I’m sorry for what I said.”
There’s still so much you don’t know about me.
You still probably don’t understand how I operate.
I’m not the one who likes to live through life with regret,
With that said, I look back and I know I was rash,
I acted impulsively in the mood that I was in that day.
But, for what its worth, I’m here to apologize,
To say that five letter word from my heart to yours.
I wish I could write you a decent song to speak my mind,
For there hasn’t been anything written to describe this,
To describe what it was, what was said or how I felt.
Forgiveness is not there to seek, your words did anger me,
And though I say sorry to you in this indirect way,
I don’t know if I could handle the closeness we once had.
I’m sure you can figure out the reason why within yourself,
So no need to ask and question what or why.
I do not seek a reply, I don’t even seek repaired friendship.
I just wanted to let you know that I do not hold onto anger.
Even if you do, that’s still ok, for I’ve said what was needed,
Helping me clear my own mind and jaded heart tonight.
I don’t expect a reply, but this is my apology to you.
PS. Tnx for the support earlier^__^..I owe you many things:((