I am a wandering spirit tangled in the shit of this transient thing called human existence.
I'm the product of the things that have happened to me and the decisions I refused to make. I am nothing different than other people, I am pretty normal-- well, I thought I was unique back then but people started claiming they were unique too, so, hello reality.
Pausiu
Jio
Denielle James
Crisa
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
November 2008
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
The past is something that you cannot change.
It is our curse for living with our hearts.
It’s what helps us define ourselves
No matter how painful the experience may be.
The pain you caused me was 1000:1
With daggers continously piercing this heart
Enduring the hardships, hoping for a happy ending.
Now I’m not that naive, that I would wait for you.
I wish everyday to be free from your presence.
The memory of you has me trapped inside a cage.
No matter how much I wish to be free,
You laugh and add another lock to my prison.
I would scream that I hate you so,
Hoping that you would finally distance yourself from me,
But that is not what my selfish heart desires,
It is one that is stubborn and still naive.
I was once free from this guilded jail
But you have caught and imprisoned me again
So I wait again for another saviour
Hoping that they will free me from you
Permanently.