Though my body yearns to be rested, knowing quite well I have quite an occasion tomorrow to attend, my heart and mind seem to be at unease for reasons which I cannot even understand myself. I have laid in my burgandy quilted bed for more than an hour an a half with no success of getting any shut eye.

My mind did not seem to care as it wandered off to heartbreaking but somewhat blissful daydreams in which can only exist within my wishful thought as I continued to lay in bed, trying to decipher the meaning behind the hollow feeling which had taken up residence in my heart tonight.

At first, my instinct was that someone close to me was also at unease and thus, sharing their connection but there is no way for me to verify such a occurance. Though it still may be a possibility, its not quite the answer that I am seeking at the moment.

This feeling had crept into me earlier tonight as I was happily chatting away to a very dear friend of mine, one who I consider more of a part of my family than majority of the ones I am bonded to by blood. I could not understand the reason for the empty existance then any better than I do in my present state.

I have the most awkward feeling that something isn’t quite right at the moment though, may it be something in my life right now or something which will occur tomorrow during my playful expedition.

Regardless of this mysterious emotion currently present within my being, I do need to lay myself to sleep but my efforts are proving fruitless thus far. I also had the urge to write and describe this vibe for no particular reason.

Hopefully I will be able to get the beauty sleep I wish for now.