People say that hate is a strong word
 But so is love
 Yet we throw it around like its nothing
 I'm Andrielle and I'll let you get the best of me.


PROFILEY

I am a wandering spirit tangled in the shit of this transient thing called human existence. I'm the product of the things that have happened to me and the decisions I refused to make. I am nothing different than other people, I am pretty normal-- well, I thought I was unique back then but people started claiming they were unique too, so, hello reality.

EXITSY

Pausiu Jio Denielle James Crisa

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March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 November 2008 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009

Monday, November 10, 2008
2:34 AM

The heart of my existence constricted in pain,
Tears escaping uncontrollably, contradicting my lie.
This charade, so carefully pieced and performed
Now slowly collapsing into mere rubble before me.

If I were able to trade the words I had spoken,
Could I take them back in exchange for my heart?
If not, how may I be able to earn your forgiveness?
Or will I have to continue my payment of pain?

The most obvious realization has befallen onto me,
Reaching the point denial can no longer be built.
The tools of my trade showing their true worth,
Allowing me to realize that there are things in this world
that cannot ever be replaced.

Will you ever notice me...