I am a wandering spirit tangled in the shit of this transient thing called human existence.
I'm the product of the things that have happened to me and the decisions I refused to make. I am nothing different than other people, I am pretty normal-- well, I thought I was unique back then but people started claiming they were unique too, so, hello reality.
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Actually I really wanted to hold you
There is a time for every thing; a time when love blossoms, a time when love dies. And a time when two people turn their backs on each other, not hearing the other’s silent cries.
ansaya ngayon.HAHA kanina nagyaya ako sa bahay namin, lima lang ang gustong sumama.Tapos nung uwian na, paalis na kame. Naging 12 kame. haha dpaat nga iiwan na namin sila klaire saka francis e. Surii klurr. tpos ayun nung nasa lrt na kame, humabol sila at hindi lang yun, kasama si jake:)). Edi ayon, namumrublema ako kase andami namen, kala ko mapapagalitan ako ni mommy. Nasa jeep na kame nun, pro mascians lang haha parang field trip namin. Pagdating sa bahay, nanood nood na lang kame ng drag me to hell.
As I close my eyes, my heart aches as you come to mind. My questions that you have seemingly answered still leave me uncertain for within my mind, a whispering voice tells me that it could certainly be another whom you have made the pledge to. I can’t let myself get carried away with these feelings, therefore I shall persistently remind myself of those whispers for it seems impossible to turn back now.
If only you knew how my heart cries because of you. This thing that they call love is so wondrous and bittersweet, and I want to share this feeling with you. Perhaps I’m asking for too much – won’t you let me know?
With these feelings, life has become so much more complicated yet I wouldn’t trade it for the moon or stars. You’ve taught me once again that this feeling should be unconditional and break through all barriers. But what I lack right now is courage – the courage to admit this emotion to those who surround me. How long will you embrace my secrets? Should this really remain as a secret?
Each day, I live on with this feelings in silence. Do you understand these emotions living within my soul? I wish I could be beside you, instead of just being beneath the same starry sky.
I wish I could tell you what you have become to me, then perhaps I could hear an answer as well.
tapos ang ang pagfifilipino ko sa blog na too. inggles na ulet. bulook kase blog ko e.panget pa ng layout. yakk
Look towards the light of tomorrow, because the sadness of today will be erased as we start anew.
Their words, although they may put a knife through your heart young angel, remember that there is tomorrow where a brighter future lies. Your suffering will come to an end, surely.
Those tears you wish to cry, let them fall if you wish, but do not forget the hope and your life that awaits you from today. Be strong, and keep those dreams and wishes lit in your heart. You are capable of anything you set your mind to.
Their words may harm you, but do not forget the ones who love you for your soul. Live each day keeping them in mind. Your life is intertwined with those around you.
This is the message I tell myself, as I find a reason to keep moving. I can’t let anyone cast me down. If I do, I will drown in waters of the crystal lake, unable to soar once more.
Towards tomorrow, where the future lies. Maybe I’ll be able to meet you there.
editedit: waa. bago ng layout:)). btw, nasabaw utak ko sa UPCAT. fcuk. nahila lahat ng " UPCAT spirits" koo after I answered the math subtest. I spent 5 effin' minutes just to answer the question : "If all proof are arguements, then:"okaayy I'm dumb and heck I'm proud (:. Hindi naman ako umaasa na paapsa ee.BOHAHA.itatwa kuu na lnh tuu~ TTFN. i hafta read el fili naa~ summative bukas at umaasa si gozo na mataas grade kuu:))