ansaya ngayon.HAHA kanina nagyaya ako sa bahay namin, lima lang ang gustong sumama.Tapos nung uwian na, paalis na kame. Naging 12 kame. haha dpaat nga iiwan na namin sila klaire saka francis e. Surii klurr. tpos ayun nung nasa lrt na kame, humabol sila at hindi lang yun, kasama si jake:)). Edi ayon, namumrublema ako kase andami namen, kala ko mapapagalitan ako ni mommy. Nasa jeep na kame nun, pro mascians lang haha parang field trip namin. Pagdating sa bahay, nanood nood na lang kame ng drag me to hell.

nakakatuwa talaga kase si carina takot na takot. tpos si jake naman may sariling pinapanood sa computer ko. bruce lee saka ip man. after nun napagpasapsahan na yung pc ko. nagloloko pa internet. kaia dota na lang sila. kain kame ditu. kaen dun. after ng movie, kwentuhan, laugh trip supperr.lalo na yung tungkol kay salooot. haha bahu bahuuu talagaaa. nauna ng umuwi sila louie sayang kaya namiis nila yung super fun na part. Pagbalik ko sa bahay ayun naglalaro si joshua ng dota. si ery naman nanunuud. nag aasaran nanaman sila leira at jake.ako naman nanahimik sandali.

nakakapagot kase ee. grabe. after non, may nadiscover ako. may kiliti si jake sa leeg. haha nilinis niya yung sahig namen kakagulong nia. pawis na pawis pa sya e. haha after non, net net na lang tawa dituu twa duun. UWIAN NA! hinatid lang namin si leira sa sakayang ng tutuban. tpus naman sinamahan koo si jake papuntang sm san lazaro. diretsu bahay na kuu after. At eto ako ngayon nagtatype sa blog na ito. nagtagalog nanaman akoo.haha it was time well spent.

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As I close my eyes, my heart aches as you come to mind. My questions that you have seemingly answered still leave me uncertain for within my mind, a whispering voice tells me that it could certainly be another whom you have made the pledge to. I can’t let myself get carried away with these feelings, therefore I shall persistently remind myself of those whispers for it seems impossible to turn back now.

If only you knew how my heart cries because of you. This thing that they call love is so wondrous and bittersweet, and I want to share this feeling with you. Perhaps I’m asking for too much – won’t you let me know?

With these feelings, life has become so much more complicated yet I wouldn’t trade it for the moon or stars. You’ve taught me once again that this feeling should be unconditional and break through all barriers. But what I lack right now is courage – the courage to admit this emotion to those who surround me. How long will you embrace my secrets? Should this really remain as a secret?

Each day, I live on with this feelings in silence. Do you understand these emotions living within my soul? I wish I could be beside you, instead of just being beneath the same starry sky.

I wish I could tell you what you have become to me, then perhaps I could hear an answer as well.